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A blog of sub-mediocre writing and thoughts .

Female. 18.

You don't ask people with knives in their stomachs what would make them happy; happiness is no longer the point. It's all about survival; it's all about whether you pull the knife out and bleed to death or keep it in...
Nick Hornby
Q: Help please? Cant find the right words to express this. A guy liked me and I liked him but I wasnt ready for a relationship but 2 months ago he died and I regret never going for it. Im beyond heartbroken and feel very lost without him.

Oh my god I am so sorry to hear that and I cannot even imagine how awful that must feel. Sometimes our timing is just off and while you never got the chance to be in a relationship with him, I hope you can still cherish the time you had together. Life just sucks sometimes without any plausible reason and I sincerely wish you would have gotten more time to be with him and explore a potential relationship, but you can’t live only wondering what could’ve been. I know it hurts because there was so much to say and do and his time was cut short, but you have to trust that he knew how you felt. Life is very short but that doesn’t mean you have to rush into anything before you are ready, and I hope you can find the strength to move on despite losing a chance to have something. You will get other chances and some will work out and some won’t, but hopefully you get enough time to figure it out. I am so sorry and I hope you are okay, or that you can be in time.

asked by Anonymous
Q: If someone gave you a scenario about their life could you write something about it? Or does it have to be your own inspiration and thought process?

Normally I write from my own experiences, but I’ve written some things for my friend after talking to her and understanding how she felt. Id be willing to give it a shot if you want, but I can’t promise it’ll be anything spectacular!

asked by haggard19
Q: What app do you use, please don't mind my asking it's just I wanna start making these

I don’t mind at all, I actually don’t use an app tho I just write them in word and take a screenshot.

asked by Anonymous
Q: "i glorified my shower for muffling my tears while my blood poured down its drain but when splitting my skin open stop freeing the evil i began longing for drugs and alcohol to became my protective blanket during the night" how dumb is this?

I don’t think this is dumb in the slightest. As far as I am concerned, nothing anyone writes is ever dumb. It can be poorly written or grammatically incorrect or anything else, but not dumb. Your feelings, no matter how good or bad, are never dumb. They are real, and if being real is dumb then I hope I live in ignorance for the rest of my life. 

Besides that, I think this is a beautiful piece that I can personally connect with. I would suggest a slight rewording, though:

"I glorified my shower for muffling my tears while blood poured down the drain. But when splitting my skin open no longer freed the evil in my veins, I turned to drugs and alcohol as my security blanket that kept me warm on the nights where the air was as cold as my heart."

Just a suggestion, not that I didn’t love the original piece as is. Do with that what you will, and feel free to send me anything else that comes to mind. Thank you for sharing this with me, and promise you won’t ever call your writing dumb again because it is the furthest thing from it!! 

asked by Anonymous
Q: Here's the poem I'd like your opinion on.. "Sometimes" Sometimes~ your innocence is lost in lust and depravity drapes as shadows and dust. Sometimes~ your faith rots in shallow graves and the stench of destruction corrodes your veins. Sometimes~ the emptiness survives and tear-stained memories never seen to die. And yet, Sometimes~ you learn to start over and what you perceived as eternity was never really forever.

Wow honestly this is amazing, you have a truly mesmerizing voice. The only thing I would say is there is a typo-I assume seen was supposed to be seem. But other than that I think this is a wonderful piece of writing that you should share with others. Thank you so much for sharing it with me!!

asked by Anonymous
Q: Do you mind if I send you one of my poems? I'd love to get your opinion on it!

Absolutely, I’d love to read it!!

asked by Anonymous
Q: hey, how do I know you have beautiful thoughts and an incredible mind I think you know how to give good advice, I'm right?

Thank you that’s very sweet, idk tho I suppose I’m good at giving advice. But regardless you can always talk to me if you need to, I would love to help in any way I can.

asked by Anonymous
  • Ignorant misogynists:

    if women can do everything men can do, then why is it they haven't successfully oppressed an entire gender for thousands of years?

  • Me:

  • Me:

  • Me:

  • Me:

    Women can get pregnant from another woman's bone marrow and when science renders men unnecessary we'll see who's oppressed.

 You let go.
Q: So in love with your writing. Could I maybe show you some of mine and tell me what you think? Xoxo

Omg of course I would absolutely love to read it!!

asked by drunkskies-lowhighs
Q: Gosh your writing really hits home it's exquisite.

Thank you so much, lovely. It means a lot :)

asked by downside-of-paradise
Q: Tumblr user missinyouiskillingme is stealing credit for your writing.

Omg thank you so much for telling me, I can’t tell you how much I appreciate it.
Taking credit for someone else’s work is beyond just plagiarism, it’s disrespectful and pathetic. Words are personal and you cannot take them away from someone.

asked by queenofnakedcats
Q: you are in love with someone? and if the answer is yes, that person knows or read the things you write and put here on tumblr?

I don’t know if I am in love and neither does he because we both struggle with commitment and emotions but according to our peers we are in love lol. He does not read what I write here despite his insistence to see, but I don’t think I want to show him these just yet.

asked by Anonymous
Q: hi i love a lot of the things you write, it's so beautiful and so poetic that I think you're a totally talented person. I also feel the same kind of unresolved grief over his words love and know how to express exactly what I feel every day. I showed these texts to some people and they liked it very much. you are very good at it!

Aww thank you so much, I really appreciate it and I hope you are well!!

asked by Anonymous
i'm super fun to be around if ur into extremely awkward and uncomfortable people with more than a hint of sarcasm so come be my friend